Aloha...

Aloha!
Yuppy-yup-yup... Wonder why I popped out from nowhere suddenly ya?
Haiya, after being scolded & cursed by my blogging queen friend- Kelly, aka Moonlight; I beh tahan of her cursing already: She first cursed in her personal blog, then move the curse to our group blog (make announcement saying that I'm a lazy bum-bum!), then scolded me thru the phone (have to put the phone 2 feet away to protect my right eardrum from bursting)! That's not all!!! She eventually pointed her index finger at me & condemned me face to face (with her saliva splatted all over my flawless skin! Now that's very cruel... )!

"You not only don't blog, you don't even bother to leave any comments to my blog leh!" Okok, I admitted that I've been a lazy bum for some time (i know what you wanna say: since Ice-Age ma...).

You must understand my situation what... I don't own a notebook. so I couldn't online after office hour (now different, coz my boss and neighbouring colleague are out for meeting, so take this opportunity to snake-snake a bit... that's why have to type fast-fast). What about weekend (everyone who read this blog most probably knew that I go home most weekends)? My weekends are not meant for PC keh... Weekend EQUALS rest days... Hence, I avoided PC... Why avoid PC you say? As a programmer, I worked with a PC terminal frm 9-6 daily (yeah.. no walking around keh, except lunchtime, I have to glue my bum on the chair for 7 hrs daily. Now you know why my hips so heavy - like hyppopotamus)! See PC terminal wanna muak liao (**please bear in mind this is not *kiss*kiss* muak, it refers to 'vommit' in malay)!!

Okie. Guess I have to stop here. Hehe. Yup, have to get back to work. Yala, yala... Will sneak some time to write my blog from time to time. So Kelly dearest... You can stop your cursing la... Hahaha. So long, darlings.... MUACKS! (now this is the *kiss*kiss* muak)
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Dad... I miss you...

Last Sunday was Father's Day... It's a day where every dad in this world get to celebrate their achievements as the head of the family, as well as the teacher, the protector & don't forget the ATM! I always feel especially excited over this day 'coz I get to choose & buy gifts for my chubby dad again (he loved & treasured every gift I got for him each year!)! But NOT this year... Or in any other years to come...

I can't help myself to feel grieved on Sunday. You will see & hear about why, when, how or what we could do to repay our dad (expressed by all medias: tv, radio, internet) on this special day! Yes, I wanted very much to repay my dad. But how? What else can I do except to present him with a bouquet of flowers? I'll never get to repay him anymore... I really should have done more before his departure...

I still feel sad over Dad's death even though I know very well that he's currently residing in a better place now (in Paradise); with no more signs of tears, blood, sufferings nor torments there... But I really miss him badly...

But today, I felt comforted after my nap:
I had a dream... I dreamt of my daddy. He was sitting there at our kitchen's table, talking cheerfully to me on his new life. He then looked at me with a smile, signaling me to stand & give him a hug. I stood & held him as tight as I could... I pray that this beautiful dream of mine would not end...

I could not hold my tears back any longer when I heard him saying this to me:-

Dad: Do you miss me, my dear?

Me: You know I miss you badly, dad...
You will always be the BEST DAD in in my heart!
I LOVE YOU!

Dad gave me a final smile before the phone rang.

I was stired up from my dream... Dammit! Who's that idiot? Why call at such bad timing? I lost my dad in a blink... ;'(


I never had the chance to say this to him:
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

I'm sorry BLOGGIE... GOMENASAI!

Haha. Guess what??? I had a blog but I forgot all about it since my first/last entry. Hahahaha. Yeah... 2 years... I neglected my poor blog for more than 880 days!!@!!

I know... I know... I'm heartless! But you can't really blame an Alzemia patient, right? Hahaha. Ok, BLOGGIE... Forgive mommy ya... I promise I will not neglect you any longer. From tommorrow onwards, I will shower you with lotsa goodies & love from time to time. No... This is not an empty promise. I made an oath in front of your "Aunties"... They will kill me if I ever neglect you again!